LYRICS Didn't know I was holding my
hands up for your investigation. I didn't know I offended you by being here,
my own mutation. I don't see a reason to pretend that I like it. I don't
fight it. I'm rotten. I'm dirty, like the water that you flush beneath you.
I've gotten to be this way by my own determination to decay. In your
practical land, a castrated animal I am. Throwing all my childhood garbage
out the window of my storage bin, living in sin. Yesterday it seemed like
you were here. This will be the day I choke on last night's crystal resin
tear. I fear I'm holding on to some foolish alibi, living a lie. Cemetery
garden perennials are a colorful invitation. Wishing I could fly through the
windshield like a kid in a roller-coaster line. I'm waiting in line. I don't
like it. I don't fight it. I'm rotten. Dirty, like the water that you flush
beneath you. I've gotten to be this way by my own determination to decay. In
your practical land, a castrated animal I am. Throwing all my childhood
garbage out the window of my storage bin, living in sin. Yesterday it seemed
like you were here. This will be the day I choke on last night's crystal
resin tear. I fear I'm holding on to some foolish alibi, living a lie.